15 January 2003

shucks... the flu virus tagged me in the afternoon.
right after Tech M tutorial.... we wanted to do the flower shops but fuck man.. veron's grp is also doing the same thing and worse thing worse, grps cant choose the same topic to start on and they were one step ahead of us in submitting their topic thus we have to choose a different topic. totally have no idea what on earth we could do on... tried watch... tried bags.... tried loads of things but non worked out.... thank god eventually we found a topic to start on... "jewellery".

ok at least we have something to work on...
i'm so stressed man... i feel so out of place and so disoriented.. i'm just so damn tired and so damn lost and i simply hate school.. i hate the fact that i have to cry almost every night thinking how much i hate school and how much i want to get out of there.. mebbe i aim too high... for the grades and it's stressing me... but if not, then how? i know myself n i cant juz settle with average grades... i wan good grades.. i know... and i nid to work damn hard for it.. so much so that ppl even say i am nuts..

i kept crying and crying and crying even though i am sick with headache and running nose that my mind cant think clearly no more and my head hurts like hell but i juz couldn't stop crying.. i hugged wilfred for so long and i juz got so sick of the idea of leaving him and so sick of the idea of going back to school that i kept crying and crying...

when will all these crap end?

met joyce in the late afternoon... i was eating halfway so wilfred help me to go find her... she passed us the talking cock posters and also the cd.. wilfred so happie to get the poster lolz`...

hey sano, go get the poster frm fred when u free

we were listening to the talkin cock cd at wilfred's hse and it's so damn lame and funny.... laugh like mad...
killer cd... haha

i bought 3 comics today.. used NETS to pay.. hehehe.. who cares as long as i hav my comics.. i so happie till i bounce all over the place...
1) CHOBITS (last book)
2) Naruto
3) Black Cat

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